Tonight really sucks!!! Ken made tacos so the house smells sooooo good. I can't even stomach the idea of having beef broth tonight so I tried to make (heat up from a box) portobello mushroom soup. I tasted it and sorry but it tastes like vomit. I'm going to have Gatorade for dinner and just avoid the kitchen/living room for a little bit. I'm fighting the feeling of hunger and can't figure out if it's all in my head or if I'm really hungry. I haven't had solids since September 30th so I can only assume that I'm truly hungry. I know I can't cheat because that can lead to my band slipping and then this will have all been for nothing.
You know you're a true foodie when you can't decide what your first solid meal will be. I need to have protein so I'm thinking an egg either over easy or scrambled and a half piece of wheat toast with butter. The toast may or may not be a good idea. My other choice right now is Malt-O-Meal. It's got 5g of protein but it's too much like a liquid right now.
I can totally understand and relate to the people on the forums having such a difficult time eating less once they start back on solids. I think that mentally you are trying to make up for not having food for 21 days and you just eat everything in sight. I do have to say that I feel like I have the upper hand having that thought in my head and Ken on my side.
I get to have drinkable yogurt on friday!!!!!
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